Breathe In, Breathe Out, Move On

 This is probably going to come as a surprise to many people but after writing Sonic fanfics for years I have decided to focus more on myself for once.   I haven't been kind to myself in past years and I am seriously needing some self-love now more than ever.   I know this might sound selfish (and it probably is) but I have decided to focus more on my own works versus the work of others.   Any updates to projects I have in the works will be posted here.   I have decided to stop writing SU fanfics for good because to be honest (and don't hate me), even though I adore Sonic I really need to move on.   This doesn't mean I won't continue being a Sonic fan.   That won't change.  I'm just unhappy writing anything revolving around it.   It doesn't bring me joy like it used to and I find it more of a chore than anything.   I know this will hurt a lot of people but all good things come to an end and I need to crank out full-fledged stories versus short stories.    

So far as projects now, I am still trying to have cooperation from my roommate so far as webcasts go.   I haven't been able to do anything for 3 1/2 months because he is the only one that understands the software and he  has a very bad habit of sleeping away a lot of our free time.   This is the same problem we have been having for 4 years since I moved in considering cleaning and organizing the house   It's enough to make me want to snap, but I've been calm and I have told my roommate how I feel about this time and time again.   Next year though I am going to start looking for my red thread.   There's only so much of this I can take.   So, call me whatever you want, I am done playing his little manipulative games because I'm on the brink of 44 and I don't have a lot of time to waste when it comes to love.    It may be a long shot, but I'm willing to shoot for it, 'cuz you 'only win half the shots you take'.   

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